It is only fitting that I post my summary of my LIS blogging experience. I chose this venue for a class project so that I would break through another technological barrier. I do not go into many chat rooms, I do not IM, and I needed to get the feeling of the “exposure” that online writing offers. My initial questions were:
- Would I feel as if I were talking to myself? (The idea of this could be both disappointing and dangerous!)
- Would I have anything to say?
- Would I embarrass myself?
- Would I find any like-minded people?
- Would I learn anything?
(Of course, later questions would involve the logistics of picking a blog host and learning the system! I picked Blogger as it appears to be the most reliable. I do have to note however that there was a period of several days where that claim was questionable. In the middle of my blogging project Blogger came out with its “newest version”. I have to admit to being a huge chicken, as I decided to continue working with the old version until my class ended. I will update after that, when a loss of material would be less devastating. My worst moment in blogging came when I had put much thought and genuine heart into my Thanksgiving blog, and somehow lost 50% of the posting when trying to recover a change. Blogger only recovers a small amount of material at a time – typing truly important thoughts in and copying them to another venue would be the way to go. My funniest moment came when I spent all afternoon trying to tweak a picture and fix a layout and despite my working with customer service and help questions had no success. Imagine my embarrassment when I discovered that I had to “refresh” as my computer had cached the original version! )
As I began to compile my profile I realized that I wanted to be as honest as possible about who I really was (after all I was not looking for an online date!) At that point I also wanted to pick a mission for my blog – and decided that I did not necessarily want to educate the world or prove my worthiness, I simply wanted to log some of the odd experiences and conflicting thoughts that a library student may have. So often, we are so immersed in other’s readings and discussions that we cannot see the topic clearly. About three weeks later unanswered questions pop up that we want to toss around. In those thoughts come the real learning. I also wanted to express any self doubts I might have so that I would begin to develop a tighter support system that would help me as I change careers. I quickly became aware of the fact that everything I voiced was public – and can and would be used for or against me. This could be important to someone embarking on a job hunt! (How can those folks on MySpace and other social sites not get this????)
As I started to write the posts I felt a bit self-serving, as if I was doing a one-woman dialog to a room of none. Still, it felt cleansing and invigorating to put my thoughts down. It made me research my own questions further to find some answers, or at least to provide links to those who had something else to say on the subject. I discovered I could lobby for causes that I thought were worthy, such as promoting breast cancer awareness or cleaning the bathrooms in your library. I could share things I thought were just plain interesting or wildly amusing. And, lastly, I could week by week gradually convince myself that I am absolutely headed in the right direction in my career! There are no end of Ta-Da Moments in the library!
I hope that those of you have read the beginnings of my blog postings will have been slightly entertained, slightly educated about a topic you were not aware of, or slightly shook up enough to think twice about something! Thank you for reading, posting, or privately emailing me your thoughts. I do believe that I will continue this unconventional librarian blog -- and psychiatric advice will remain free (at least until I graduate).
